So I haven't been blogging as much lately, which I miss! But I have a whole bunch of things I want to update on but seem to be busy lately! Which I am ok with that! I enjoy being busy. One thing that has been consuming me lately is a doctors appointment I went to recently, (warning potential TMI coming) I went to the doctor because I missed my period for 100 days. I wasn't going to go, but I just kind of got a nagging feeling like I need to get it checked out.
So I went to the doctor, my doctor did an exam and requested "a workup" done on me... 6 VIALS of blood later I was moaning in grossness. I DO NOT like needles and I REALLY can't stand getting my blood drawn! I spent my 20 minute car ride home making funny faces and rubbing my arm and making whimpering noises!! After they took the 6 vials I looked at my hand and it was blue. YUCK!!! EWW, GROSS. (That is pretty much what I said for the next couple of hours). So I waited patiently for the blood work to come back. The doctor had told me that if everything came back normal she was going to put me on a pill for 5 days to get my period and hopefully that would get my body back into the swing of things. So I was hoping for that. Well I got a call from my doctor (after playing phone tag like 4 times) stating that one of my levels is high, which is why I am not getting my period. We don't know exactly what this means yet. It can be regulated with birth control, but that poses issues when you want to have a baby. So she scheduled me to see an OB GYN. So April 5th I am off to find out more information. I was pretty upset when they first told me because I always have had a fear of not being able to get pregnant. But I will not go there until I am told to go there. My husband has been super supportive and helping me and I am calm now, and am praying, and hopefully the OB GYN has good news and it will be a quick, easy and painless fix. I guess with the levels being high it could be several things one of them I think is just my level is high and that is it, or PCOS (which makes it VERY challenging to get pregnant), or tumors or some other disease. I have confidence that it isn't anything too serious, and I know that God will get us through anything! and that I need to just rely on God and he has a plan for me, I may not be able to see it yet, but I know he has a plan for me.
PS-I debated on posting this because it is very personal and haven't even told very many people, but this is my blog, and blogging about it helps and I want to blog about it, so I decided to go ahead and blog about it!