anyways, with all this new perspective, I have been reminded of how I am praying for the motivation to lose weight and to get healthy. Well maybe this is what I have been praying for! Sure, I want everything the easy way and want my cake and to eat it too. But if I want to be a mother and be able to carry a child, and do it naturally and sometime in the near future I will have to basically eliminate sugar and no processed foods(well little processed foods) and exercise. I see a prayer being answered in there.
I am super excited that I now have a different perspective and a much happier and healthier perspective on my current infertility.